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I wish to pass away and step on the celestial being
How can I be tired the whirling wheel is come to offer for me joyously
How Zhuo Ang has spoken with me, has just selected several Page Nini Zhang’s violin concerto, he is angry with me. I say we have a meal, I invite you.
Food is Yoshinoya, he has not asked me, has paid for two value meals. We sit in the position by the window, the face is stuck on the glass. Does he ask why I do not buy that skirt? I say in a joking way it is an economic condition that makes.
Part two Section 8: Love (3) of the semi-manufactured goods (1)
Does he say, have not I already paid for you?
There is not any relation between us, we are two different individuals, will not all have too much intimate ones since now and is entangled with, it is the heavy load of perplexing all one’s life that entangled with, it is unnecessary for you to do so. And perhaps you did not do so at that time, I will consider buying.
Zhuo Ang will call a taxi and give me to go back, his silence on the car lets me not suit. I think perhaps it is that sentence which I said that has irritated him, but I have not apologized, I think how what I spoke is correct, I refuse to be entangled with emerging with anyone, meet many years later, the stranger is the best position in the heart each other. I insist on letting him only send me downstairs, I say, please go, it is late.
He say good-bye with me, see I light of room show, get up, rest assured apartment to leave me just.
The ones that are packed with several rice in the city paint it originally, I stand and browse in Sanlian Bookstore the woman high school student, tying tight writing on the mouth of the book: In pursuing endlessly, there are one and another accidents and miss, the realistic scenery in the fog of city, send out melancholy beauty indistinctly, is bearing the weight of the dream not promised.
He says, always there is much coincidence in life, two pieces of parallel have one day of the intersection too.
When the work finishes, I will still go to the supermarket to buy the semi-manufactured goods vegetables, then will lend the film of Wang Jiawei that I like, Zhuo Ang will come off duty ahead of time, helps me to cook in the kitchen, I will fall asleep when seeing, it is the perfume of overflowing in the kitchen that wakes me up. Ang Zhuo return, put, wait for to have everything only his smile high-visible in being fuzzy sober I appropriately and quietly, clearly demarcated outline, careful facial features, a incomparably handsome man.
Two people have a meal quietly, the ticktack sound of the clock is the only sound that can be heard, I can not eat too much, the breakfast,lunch and dinner is only the sign of the normal life, do not have actual meaning.
After having a meal, wash the tableware commonly, then sit on the floor and see DVD that Zhuo Ang brings, he is not a man of my imaginary literary film, he has brought ” asks for much agate for 120 days “, we see eight men and women look make dog, Ang Zhuo quote verse of SongZhang Li: I know I am experiencing a kind of flavour, and had enough to eat in the morning, when being appropriate, behind the the rope to open nape, can forget people or depravity scene of beast on the dirty corner, except while looking in the mirror every day, what the trace that the rope has been tied tight will be have in the twinkling of an eye by me is unpleasant, walk in the street, still can blow out leisurely whistle.
He will also bring a lot of CD, we will put ” you love me I love you ” when having a meal sometimes Radio station love song,sometimes violin concerto of Page Nini,half the when speak he still fine, this whom I record, see record envelope print player impressively in being startled: Zhuo Ang. It is mostly one hundred profit of card, I like them to hope to make use of the starry sky of watching to forget everything, return to the idea of nature. Ang Zhuo say water color, I want, go Yunnan, see that cluster round, have strong fog sky that cover up in all God all the time, there is the dream that I will never die out and weave in the heart with the passion. I hope you can accompany me to go together.
I promise you, if I destine, live in city all one’s life, I hope, see, chisel and carve naturally for the last time.
Be there tall and erect to hold high place that live in twice, he live in heavy house very alone, he make delicious dish very still, we say a lot of on the dining table for the first time, been thinking all the time oneself is a cold and detached person, the society communicates with others, think one’s own face and heart are all accelerating being old, do not stop.
Zhuo Ang gives in the lira violin of the room to me, that exquisite musical instrument has already had a trace scrubed in time, the sound is still limpid and bright, the music is the emotion not in bond.
When he puts down the musical instrument and embraces me, the health has slight quivering, my health has not already been touched for four years, I think it has already fallen ill. My very lonely gesture hangs down on the body both sides naturally, we have drunk some wine, first-class whiskey, have drunk and right beauty each other, his eyes are bright, my lip is fired, we do not know whether to have ability to control one’s own behavior, he holds my hands, stops up my lip approximately and rudely. Having it so in the twinkling of an eye, I remembers the first man who leads my body, they have too much difference, he dark to shroud devil for all one’s life, Ang Zhuo sit in Temple of God deciding all sonning of the sun in this world high.
His skin has warm taste like sunshine, it is not a man of a strength type, lack striking of storm, careful gentle, I like him tidewater in desire to insert wrap up in, stroking gently earlobe of me with lip gentle unusually still, say how he loves me, from that time when knew, a woman has not let him want to occupy so over the past 20 years.
We embrace each other, feel the other side bright, from human body to soul, it is oneself that want, we stroke the other side novelly and calmly, every inch skin of the other side’s lets oneself be very excited.
After the desire is returned, my body is getting ice-cold again, I talk about Zhuo Ang, don’t fall into me too dark.
Why does he say? I love you.