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The gambler's psychological perspection
The behavioral severity according to gambling, someone will gamble and divide into the ordinary gambling (recreational gambling, social gambling, normal gambling) Gamble with pathology nature '  The forcing gambles)  . As to most people, gamble just in order to divert oneself, will not have too great influence on one's own working life. But the addiction that some people have gambled, has already developed into intensity of the morbid state. They have a kind of heavy handled wishing eagerly to the gambling strongly, the behaviors of idea, gambling of gambling and scene of gambling that the brain is always appearing constantly. Living while defying the state, this kind of yearning and absorbed in aggravating. This kind of phenomenon is known as pathology gambling, is also called " the gambling addiction " , " gamble addiction "  , " gamble and is fascinated by "  .

    Gambling addiction social activity gambling last after the several year generally, get up disease suddenly, show as, have a liking for, gamble such as the life, the typical course of disease is chronic, increase the number of times of the gambling and size of the stake needing going on, enable the routine and live and is influenced obviously.

    Gambling addiction person is full of yearning for the gambling and excited at ordinary times, give up the proper recreational activities, indifferent to the relative, therefore is often apt to lead to the fact the family does not get along well. The gambling is apt to make people produce the greed, form loving ease and hating work, deceive each other, the congenial bad psychology by sheer good luck,etc.. The gambler insists letter will win the money, follow one's bent and squander wantonly while winning, wanting to obtain more constantly. Over head and ears in debt while failing, originally want to turn over desperately, the ones that seem to tend to seek running away or every yuan that will run away soon, going through a kind of vicious circle with alternative victory or defeat, and is often shown as the tragic characteristic: In order to still gamble the debt, make a desperate move, is on the way to committing crime. The general gambling addiction person will not present the suicide, but financial difficulties and family's contradiction that arise from gambling are sharpened, the regular meeting impels it to move towards the dead end.

    The evolution of the gambling addiction can roughly be divided into: 1, Profit-making stage. Some people are crazy about gambling not extricating oneself, often obtain it greatly while firsting try the skill, can not control once began because of this. 2,Stage of losing money in gamble. A lot of gamblers enter the stage of losing money in gamble under having no situation of psychological preparation at all oneself, sometimes, some people are changed very fast from the course of winning to failing, some let people feel unexpected. The majority feel bad at this moment, refuse to take defeat lying down, want to bob up like a cork. Win back the money lost. 3,Desperate stage. Act as and swear through swearing "  For the last time "  A pair of the east of money got from relatives and friends flows, or after suffering a failure, some people will enter desperate stage. A lot of people will adopt the immoral or illegal act at this moment, or " death ends all trouble " Thought in the minds of a lot of people get rid of. 4,Give up stage. After through tossing about repeatedly, the gamblers accepted one's fate at last, had given up the idea that can be gained back. But does not stop gambling, mood is lower, many people " drown one's sorrows in liquor " Thus catch the drinking habit, somebody begins to suck the drugs.

    The diagnostic standard of the addiction about gambling of World Health Organization: 1. In one year at least, there is gambling outbreak twice or 2 or more times. 2.The outbreak has not brought incomes to individual, though cause patient's agony and influence the function activity of personal daily life, the gambling continues existing. 3.What the patient narrated is a kind of heavy handled strong gambling desire, and say, he (she) Making great efforts through the will be unable to stop gambling. 4.The patient wallows in and thinks deeply or imagines gambling behavior or relevant scenes.

    The diagnostic standard of U.S.A.: Pathology gambles '  Gamble addiction)  It is a kind of lasting, behavior of unusually gambling breaking out repeatedly, need to accord with at least 5 in the following 10 standards, and can get rid of the manic disease and diagnose that can be established: (1)The thing that wants to gamble all day, even any thing does not want except thing of gambling. (2)For reach excited intensity hoped, spend money at the gambling get more and more. The gambling behavior is presented the going on and aggravated. (3)Once hoped to give up the addiction of gambling more than once, or turned over a new leaf, but unsuccessful.  ( 4) While attempting to dispel and gamble the addiction in oneself, fidgety, apt to lose the temper, insomnia, headache, losing the appetite, having palpitation, many sweats,etc. will appear to behave.  ( 5) Will gamble and regard as and remove the means that the trouble escapes the trouble, or will gamble and regard as and divert oneself from loneliness or boredom the means that mood will be perplexed.  ( 6) Once lose money in gamble in the gambling, will not often let the matter rest, always hope to " drag for back " .  ( 7) Conceal the intensity that oneself is involved in the gambling to family, friend or doctor.  ( 8) The criminal offence appears, such as forging, swindling, stealing or losing the important interpersonal relationships (such as conjugal relation, parent-offspring's relation) With the work, the chance with employment that or lose and receive an education.  ( 10) While appearing over head and ears in debt because of gambling, depend on other people's providing with funds in order to relieve the present awkward situation for oneself.

    The addiction that most scholars of our country object to gambling, i.e. the pathology gambling will belong to the purpose ( excitedly) Control obstacle, reason contrary to on our country's conditions, (lead to the fact and swindle even gambling of wallowing in those. Steal, appropriate public funds for personal use when criminal offence)  Gambler's behavior belongs to "  Reason " ,and not forgiving by responsibility for an offence its, last " theory " The excuse is difficult to make people accept. Generally think clinically the gambling addiction characteristic is: 1. Not allowed or caused the strong desire with behavioral gambling of danger to oneself and put into effect by social norm. 2.Can obtain psychological satisfaction when and finishes in carrying on the course of the gambling, and does not lie in other purposes and benefit. 3.The difficult kind of gambling desires that make appears lastingly and repeatedly, with the relaxation after being tense and took action before the action. 4.The gambling behavior is presented the going on is aggravated, personal life and job function are severed.

    Why does the gambling become the addiction? Different behavioral psychological origins and motives to gamblings of psychological school have different explanations, there are the following five kinds of common motives:

    Profit: Gambling activity involve interests all without exception '  Not only the wealth)  Gain and loss,though profit for gambler it is most important, the rare by people getting rich in gambling really.

    Amusement: It is very small to usually only participate in the stake in gambling taking amusement as motive, go on in the familiar social circle, pursue the amazing one to need after satisfying common people, make the participant's body and mind get certain relaxing.

    Try to escape reality: Some gamblers, while beginning the gambling, the mainspring lies in escaping family, social and one's own experience and pressure in the past, thus achieve and anaesthetize one's own purpose, for instance some corrupt officials join the motive gambled in order to escape the trouble that extramarital affair,etc. bring, take advantage of gambling and relieving the lonliness and grief and entering the gambling house for the first time, develop into to gamble the disease finally.

    Seek to stimulate: People need certain stimulus to maintain the normal equilibrium of psychological functions in life, and the amazing size needed relates to individual quality and individual character. To gambling taking seeking to stimulate and take risks as motive, the less probability is, the larger the difference between stake and profit is, the more rich in the irritation and taking risks.

    What reveal gamble the fact of the source of the disaster, remind people again and again from some corrupt officials and newspapers and periodicals, gambling in the front, can stand luring, should say forever " no! "  The reliance potentiality existing in gambling is independent of man's will, so long as there is the first attempt, there is the second time   Cause and gamble the addiction finally. It is cerebral disease of a kind of serious repeated outbreak to gamble, but not merely a kind of simple bad behavior.

    The addiction is one kind to gamble "  The addiction " ,Then its treatment with become addiction to be behavior right away very similar while being other course of recovering. Patient with anxious depressed, can resist anxiety or resist the depressed medicine with some, if melt the west, the spiral shells surround by ketone, imipramine, worry too much flat, solve one hundred anxiety, Bole the happy, beautiful and easy and strongly fragrant at the the nitres the west melting, men chlorine, chlorine shellfish amine. Present main treatment means is that the psychology is educated, specific and group psychotherapy, cognitive treatment, family treatment, psychoanalysis treat for instance, whom dose offer give up, gamble method to had better take ¦Â block pharmaceutical, it is for instance for propranolol, gains would rather, feel at ease at ammonia acyl,etc.,in order to preventing from produce"in coffee dai " ,Make gamblers wash hands in time. Can use " the shouldering is strengthened " according to the conditioned reflex principle too Gambling behavior that about disappears. Such as using "  Detest stimulating the therapentic instrument "  Shock by electricity, meditate all sorts of that gambling cause bring disgrace to into scene, give up, give tender feeling care, gamble to indifference it, drift apart, concrete measure its vary with each individual, must possess one make people of reliance supervise, implement very.

    In a word, should radically treat the gambling behavior, only under the common cooperation, common participation of different fields such as psychotherapy, the law, society and family,etc., comprehensive administration comes to rescue the gambling addiction, lighten its negative impact on family, reduce the suicidal danger, it will be satisfied to give up the result gambled like this. Some tragedies caused because of the gambling will not recur.

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The elderly need to praise too
The king is always a leader of some unit originally, after retiring, though the younger generations show filial respect for him very much, but the king is always unhappy, the temper is greater and greater, why? His indifferent attitudes demonstrated to his brilliant past of children made him difficult to accept originally, children filial to him but has no praise.

There are many families now, the material life is richer, children are still filial too, but the old man does not live very satisfactorily in the family, some often lose the temper and blame children. Why? Careful analysis, you will find this is because children lacks at ordinary times and thoughts communication of the old man, cause having antagonistic psychology so-called filially to children of old man. Era is different, modes of thinking of children and old man are different. The old man likes saying over, talk industriously economically; Young people like talking for now, like showing oneself, unavoidably present the words of despising the old man in this way, make the old man sad, feel oneself is surplus. As time goes by, old man's natural mood is not good enough, the personality is odd a little too in children's view.

Society praise and appreciate old man filial an important link of old man, this no false, but the sincere revealment of life art and filial devotion. In fact, it is easy to do too to praise the old man. It is difficult that the old man puts up with hardships and brings children up, the achievement that children have today, the old man has no contribution, work bitterly too! The old man should praise to do house work at first in help, even can't do well, should complain about few, comfort more.

 

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Philosophic theory 163a¤ in life Academic representatives go over, can't represent in the future unless studying strength. Respect the experienced person, could avoid detours. The psychology is more important than the environment At about 11 o'clock every morning, a dazzling car crosses the centre park of New York, except the driver in the car, another host - -Well-known millionaire. The millionaire notices: A person with tattered clothing sits on the stool in the park keeping watch on the hotel where he lives in the fatal position every morning. One day, great interest happened to this to the millionaire, he required the driver to stop the car and go to that person and say straight: "Excuse me, I do not really understand why you stare at hotel where I lived every morning. " " Sir, " This person answers, " I have no money, does not have family, without house, I have to sleep on this bench. However, every night I dream that lives in that hotel. " The millionaire has a brainwave, say complacently: "If you must repay in dream Israel tonight. I will rent a best room and pay the rent for one month in the hotel for you. " A few days later, the millionaire passes by this person's room, want to ask about he feel satisfied with this. However, he finds unexpectedly this person has already moved out of the hotel, on the stool getting back to the park again. When the millionaire asks why this person will do it in this way, he answers: "Once I sleep on the stool, I dream I sleep in that luxurious hotel, really simply fantastic; Once I sleep in the hotel, I dream I have got back to the stool of the cold clapper clapper again, this dream is really extremely terrible, even has totally influenced my sleep! "

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     Section 5 Blood bank note (1)    
Go rural area this person of mountain villa call song Qin by car at the dusk, he is a criminal policeman, he goes to the mountain villa of rural area to look for a person called Ma Nan. He can be regarded as the friend Ma Nan, in these two or three years, two people keep in touch very more, but the friendship is not deep. Song Qin what trouble does it run into all each time, this thinks of asking Ma Nan for help. Song Qin think this kind very good on every method that thing burn joss sticks, but Ma Nan seems not to mind too sometimes, reveal some guilty expression, he comfort song Qin conversely still in song Qin.  
"Everybody say I pieces of put out person, I feel own weak very one too, so you have no thing to want to look for several friends to gather, must not think of me. "  
Song Qin want, look for some chance express gratitude to he also, break telephone number two times think of arranging him to come out actually, he uses that kind of icy tone on the phone, has refused without the least hesitation, Qin song person who dispute that in the telephone Ma Nan in being realistic sometimes. Two nail touch, song Qin give up look for thought that him come out, meet he at what find next time anyway, he is still a pair of angry looks of the fire, the favour license that should be helped is helped, it is over to finish helping, it is not messy at all.  
So though song Qin think Nan Ma weak very in, revere him very much.  
The mountain villa of rural area is a block of villa Districts of the suburbs of Haicheng City, because built several years ago, so whole district plan overall arrangement households of type in villa think unsatisfactory now, the room rate in other places of Haicheng City flies towering like fireworks, but it climbs the building like the old lady, though is walking to the height, the tendency is slow. Almost all owners in the district changed a group of rookies until two years ago, just really squall of No. one is promoted at the room rate. At this time, Ma Nan has already become a member of new a group of owners there, he is almost at the last moment before squall has risen at the room rate, just sell resolutely.  
So though the south of horse does not include rich men, can live in the mountain villa of rural area already where every inch of land is precious.  
Song Qin see Ma Nan for the first time, know he is a writer, at that time, he had already read three of his and hung and doubted the novel continuously. Song Qin read for many years, the on night duty he, lend this novel with a women colleague, plan to send the endless long night with it. Have never expected this one is seen even if saw in, a bit unmanageable, run to the bookstore to buy two horses a novel of the south by oneself soon.  
What relation at he think of, can tear with the writer one day at all at that time.  
Later, song Qin know horse south those kind of what is called free-lancer, he has not worked, lives on payment for an article or book written. Writer in the impressions of common people is poor very, but Ma Nan obviously lives very moistly, buy rural area villa of mountain villa to prove song Qin afford at least. Ma Nan's book sells well on the market very much, it is said 100,000 can pass almost in the printings of each one, and he publishes two novels at least every year, it is all difficult that such an income wants not to stride forward the well-to-do level.  
Ma Nan has also held the job of two visiting lecturers concurrently in two universities in Haicheng City besides the writing. Because rather curiosity to Nan Ma at that time, song Qin exploit one's office still, go two university those listen to him two classes respectively, the ones that got on horse in the south and said in a class are characteristic and development of the Chinese modern dress, another lesson he speak research category of aesthetics should regard people's life activity as the target. Song Qin listen to extravagant and baseless talk below, he dull to stare at Nan Ma that platform speak with confidence, can't really want to understand, how he hold so many things too profound to be understood in the head.  
Song Qin get to rural area mountain villa day, already 10 o'clock almost. He knows too that it is a bit improper to look for Ma Nan so late, but essential, he is entrusted by team's colleagues of criminal investigation, goes to look for Ma Nan on a special trip, hope to untie a piece of most key doubts and suspicions from him. Bear great trust, song Qin attend to courteous, moreover in Qin song impression, the writers should all work at night, certainly no exception in the south of horse.  
But just he ate the given cold-shoulder this night.  
The subject building of the mountain villa of rural area is that several platoon is connected with the body villa, there are courtyards of a style of opening in the each household. House of Nan Ma connect body southeast corner of villa with, song Qin stop the car, pop one's head while looking at outside, the pitch-dark window can't help some by him hesitating. But has thought, he gets off to ring a doorbell.  
Nan Ma though already nearly 30 age, but so far unmarried, song Qin think so long as he bring pieces of little girl come back overnight tonight, have nothing inconvenient. Tear to by south heel the little girl horse, song Qin it thinks to be pieces of funny thing very, he thinks, which little girl marries Ma Nan, within three years, even if is too stuffy to die, must suppress out depression.  
Doorbell loud and good for a moment, song Qin wait impatient, such evening door, some breathe hard, is waiting patiently eventually. Then, he see window of upstairs light bright, he appeal for tone, head talkback doorbell gather, soon, spread the sound of acting the south inside.  
"Who, what's the matter. " Ma Nan's sound is very stiff, is a sentence of words inquired obviously, but speak resolute and decisively, put and understand that will just tell messengers to be unwelcome.  
"The Qin song, there were things that asked you for help. " Song Qin know Nan Ma speak style, so does not mind either.  
Reticent there, then just say: "I have bodies and have illness tonight, you will come again tomorrow. "  
Qin chirp in the heart of the song. " the health has illness "  --Look at this bookworm, can not be in every case taken such words out of the mouth by a normal person. He ridicules he is two sentences intentionally, but think about that asks favours of him tonight, can't help not saying.  
"I am in a hurry, the most urgent major issue that a case involving human life is to be treated with the utmost care, you let me enter and tell you. "  
"I have already slept, I am not used to taking off clothes two times in a whole night. "  
Song Qin bear chirp one again, return chirp speak, come, heart say, take off two garment can tire to death people a whole night this time, losing him can think over such a reason.  
"Tell you, I can have been led great trust by us this time, I can not finish the task, bonus for will it be one year this year on the whole no. You just think that do brother a favor, open the door for me. "  
"That is your bonus, have nothing to do with me. " Ma Nan says.  
Song Qin heart dishes of bookworm this seem confused, he eyeball look around, begin to lure him by promise of gain.  
"You say, want, go, see pairs of Longjing tea, state of sea, dig Han Dynasty woman corpse that come out, I will go to make an identification in the office tomorrow, we go together. "    

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"   Itch very much. " The voice of the opening is a little unable but hoarse.  
"Where to itch very much? " Ask very sincere, stay choose kiss of feeling bite and lick, it licks to be evil intention so in neck.  
I am slightly poverty-stricken, stretch out hands to attempt to prevent his teasing.  
And mat Xi time obey will definitely one finger of me draw, include entry to mouth unexpectedly, suck gently.  
Being surprise, I remember silk silk passage for yesterday, busy with, release, turn round and stretch out the hand, want, push away, leave, order him direct flurried.  
He sighs gently, the expression is very regrettable, the head snuggles up to the shoulder blade entering me and lies dutifully, do not act foolishly again.  
"Ah, fit Jie, Ms. Piao has made a lot of telephones. " The Xi time of the mat passes over seeming to shake the mobile phone again at this moment on the cotton cloth of counter smiling at lightly, and " show consideration for "  The ground helps me to press the conversation key.  
What I connected makes no adequate defense.  
"Anastasia is simple, please explain last night did not go home all night for a while. " The aunt's tone is very severe.  
"I   "Lift pupil see that piece watch people of me attentively with a smile at the moment, I wonder should how say especially.  
"He has come to Finland, moreover, do you stay with him? "  
"Aunt   "Can it says to be tense false still more for aunt to lie, a stuttering one can only talk ambiguously, "I, I will go back at noon. "  
The person in the side of body embraced me closely somewhat suddenly, red naked health was brought hot and dry temperature, hand the getting lighter extremely begin from waist side slow to move upwards extremely,to on the getting more deep and serene suddenly and Yin the eyeses of Yun, I quiver, earnest and shy shaking the head slightly in straitened circumstances, see him until one rascal greedy to smile at, say with lip reading " no " very much only Bow the head and nibble the nape which grips me gently.  
"I hope you can come back now, fit. "  
The front lie dormant another hand of place slip into sheet too in belly, slowly visit and walk upwards.  
"Don't   "I had a little deficiency of vital energy suddenly.  
"Fit, are you hearing? "  
"Yes, yes, the aunt, I am hearing. "  
"OK, fit, I think, it is really necessary for us to have a talk carefully   " 

Let to say bright and beautifully, really. Strong intuition. Do you know, I have been losing the friend for many years in this way, most friends in school-days have all already withered, then I begin to drift about, to a city each time, will all touch some people, concerned but what everyone has not had with me. In fact I am a person paying attention to the emotion very much   
River Beichuan said, I knew. I understand. You are certainly a woman with too abundant emotion. You are kindhearted and sensitive, just you are such a the woman is unsuitable to live in this complicated world. You are an angel, really, bright and beautiful, you are not only my angel.
Let to say bright and beautifully, what angel I am not, I am only that one is in a mess, look after bad having pity on women in even one's own life.
River Beichuan say have me here, I help you block lose all complicatedness, you all right life have briefly.
Let not to stand crying bright and beautiful another time, the happiness which she has been looking for that seem, like this silently, come, do not make a sound of greetings with her, come. She is really a little afraid, agony that perhaps goes through is too numerous, so when accepting the calm one happily, she is a little timid. This, river Beichuan did not think, he thought she was a woman familiar with love very much, so he fear oneself have something can make that she stay especially always, what he can offer to her is just the care diligently and faith working with perseverance, he liked her, there is a woman of hers only in the world from then on to like, it was the simple thought like this.
Then telephone hang, let, have sleepiness while being bright and beautiful, light imprison, shelter from in the darkness pondering alone.
Touch a century for a box of longevity conveniently, several left. 

Two people talk about such a pass, does not know how to continue talking, has spread a kind of spacious bias in the air. Zhuang Cheng says, take a walk, I come to the West Lake for the first time too, I think I arrange we two's meeting a bit more unforgettable, so, it is sorry to be will be a bit fewer too perhaps.
Let to stand up bright and beautifully, discover a little coolly, she embraces arms, walks with the village city on the sinuous path. Does Zhuang Cheng say, while reaching the West Lake, sees a stretch of bamboo grove, it is the black bamboo forest in the legend? Dare you go with me and see?
Let to stop bright and beautifully, has shaken the head. Zhuang Cheng, his name is river Beichuan. Let to say bright and beautifully. The village city continues speaking turning a deaf ear to: It seems, watch TV, say bamboo these hide some come out worm before, very fat, very frightful too. However, may be very delicious, there is so much a protein at least   Zhuang Cheng   This kind of insect hides inside the bamboo every day, nothing protects one's own ability, you talk about them   Let to cover the face bright and beautifully, sob. The village city becomes speechless because of astonishment, stand in front of her, see her both shoulders shake, but he is helpless and without resources, he says mutely, bright and beautiful in sound, don't cry, bright and beautiful. Act as and deceive me once, as you still love me.
Let to break out crying bright and beautifully heartily at last. It seems the tears of savings for less than so much years, burst out at this hour, because what a good reason. Zhuang Cheng, I am sorry. I am sorry, the village city. She repeat these export turn into what of tear yet constantly in heart, it is true that she is and has been routed one's own and in disorder.
The village city says mutter, it was my fault, I am too selfish. The proportion when and reap that I always pay caring, I am very ashamed, because I have never had a strong will like you. Such a result is very good. I will remember you all one's life, bright and beautiful.
Let to feel one's own tears bright and beautifully, has overflowed fully along the finger. At this time, she thought of river Beichuan, he is not present, it seemed that she lost the target of leaning on, under such an occasion, if she sees him in the twinkling of an eye, she is sure to fly to his arms without the least hesitation, only he, the crime that can put down her is angry, makes her quiet down, quiet down again, fall asleep slowly finally.
The village city sees and lets to fail in bright and beautiful cry sound some, then say, bright and beautiful, accompany me to walk and meet with in the West Lake 

I wish to pass away and step on the celestial being
How can I be tired the whirling wheel is come to offer for me joyously
How Zhuo Ang has spoken with me, has just selected several Page Nini Zhang’s violin concerto, he is angry with me. I say we have a meal, I invite you.
Food is Yoshinoya, he has not asked me, has paid for two value meals. We sit in the position by the window, the face is stuck on the glass. Does he ask why I do not buy that skirt? I say in a joking way it is an economic condition that makes.
Part two Section 8: Love (3) of the semi-manufactured goods (1)
Does he say, have not I already paid for you?
There is not any relation between us, we are two different individuals, will not all have too much intimate ones since now and is entangled with, it is the heavy load of perplexing all one’s life that entangled with, it is unnecessary for you to do so. And perhaps you did not do so at that time, I will consider buying.
Zhuo Ang will call a taxi and give me to go back, his silence on the car lets me not suit. I think perhaps it is that sentence which I said that has irritated him, but I have not apologized, I think how what I spoke is correct, I refuse to be entangled with emerging with anyone, meet many years later, the stranger is the best position in the heart each other. I insist on letting him only send me downstairs, I say, please go, it is late.
He say good-bye with me, see I light of room show, get up, rest assured apartment to leave me just.
The ones that are packed with several rice in the city paint it originally, I stand and browse in Sanlian Bookstore the woman high school student, tying tight writing on the mouth of the book: In pursuing endlessly, there are one and another accidents and miss, the realistic scenery in the fog of city, send out melancholy beauty indistinctly, is bearing the weight of the dream not promised.
He says, always there is much coincidence in life, two pieces of parallel have one day of the intersection too.
When the work finishes, I will still go to the supermarket to buy the semi-manufactured goods vegetables, then will lend the film of Wang Jiawei that I like, Zhuo Ang will come off duty ahead of time, helps me to cook in the kitchen, I will fall asleep when seeing, it is the perfume of overflowing in the kitchen that wakes me up. Ang Zhuo return, put, wait for to have everything only his smile high-visible in being fuzzy sober I appropriately and quietly, clearly demarcated outline, careful facial features, a incomparably handsome man.
Two people have a meal quietly, the ticktack sound of the clock is the only sound that can be heard, I can not eat too much, the breakfast,lunch and dinner is only the sign of the normal life, do not have actual meaning.
After having a meal, wash the tableware commonly, then sit on the floor and see DVD that Zhuo Ang brings, he is not a man of my imaginary literary film, he has brought ” asks for much agate for 120 days “, we see eight men and women look make dog, Ang Zhuo quote verse of SongZhang Li: I know I am experiencing a kind of flavour, and had enough to eat in the morning, when being appropriate, behind the the rope to open nape, can forget people or depravity scene of beast on the dirty corner, except while looking in the mirror every day, what the trace that the rope has been tied tight will be have in the twinkling of an eye by me is unpleasant, walk in the street, still can blow out leisurely whistle.
He will also bring a lot of CD, we will put ” you love me I love you ” when having a meal sometimes Radio station love song,sometimes violin concerto of Page Nini,half the when speak he still fine, this whom I record, see record envelope print player impressively in being startled: Zhuo Ang. It is mostly one hundred profit of card, I like them to hope to make use of the starry sky of watching to forget everything, return to the idea of nature. Ang Zhuo say water color, I want, go Yunnan, see that cluster round, have strong fog sky that cover up in all God all the time, there is the dream that I will never die out and weave in the heart with the passion. I hope you can accompany me to go together.
I promise you, if I destine, live in city all one’s life, I hope, see, chisel and carve naturally for the last time.
Be there tall and erect to hold high place that live in twice, he live in heavy house very alone, he make delicious dish very still, we say a lot of on the dining table for the first time, been thinking all the time oneself is a cold and detached person, the society communicates with others, think one’s own face and heart are all accelerating being old, do not stop.
Zhuo Ang gives in the lira violin of the room to me, that exquisite musical instrument has already had a trace scrubed in time, the sound is still limpid and bright, the music is the emotion not in bond.
When he puts down the musical instrument and embraces me, the health has slight quivering, my health has not already been touched for four years, I think it has already fallen ill. My very lonely gesture hangs down on the body both sides naturally, we have drunk some wine, first-class whiskey, have drunk and right beauty each other, his eyes are bright, my lip is fired, we do not know whether to have ability to control one’s own behavior, he holds my hands, stops up my lip approximately and rudely. Having it so in the twinkling of an eye, I remembers the first man who leads my body, they have too much difference, he dark to shroud devil for all one’s life, Ang Zhuo sit in Temple of God deciding all sonning of the sun in this world high.
His skin has warm taste like sunshine, it is not a man of a strength type, lack striking of storm, careful gentle, I like him tidewater in desire to insert wrap up in, stroking gently earlobe of me with lip gentle unusually still, say how he loves me, from that time when knew, a woman has not let him want to occupy so over the past 20 years.
We embrace each other, feel the other side bright, from human body to soul, it is oneself that want, we stroke the other side novelly and calmly, every inch skin of the other side’s lets oneself be very excited.
After the desire is returned, my body is getting ice-cold again, I talk about Zhuo Ang, don’t fall into me too dark.
Why does he say? I love you.